عشوائية

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د. رضوى عاشور

Thursday, August 31, 2006

Paris ... and maybe more

Maxxedout asked me; why Paris?
Actually i wish i could go there, to live for a while. A while that allows me to know some streets and shops, some hang-outs, a flee market maybe.
A while that allows me to know almost each piece displayed at the Louvre, to have a dozen of portraits drawn for me by street artists. Maybe go to the Opera a couple of times..

A while that allows me to learn shortcuts of ways,

To cross most of the bridges, and to walk along the river Seine..just hope i spelled it right...

A while that allows me to take Le Tour Eiffel almost for granted when running by it away from the rain, only to find that i'm already soaking wet for i have walked under the rain for some while now and it's no use of running, so i may turn back to pay my greetings for it and head back home but slowly this time.....

A while that allows me to know a couple of people there, who i can hang out with, have a nice hot cup of Cocoa in a nice cafe and watch the rain pouring... And maybe learn a couple of bad names in french - if that's ever possible, coz like Dr. Ahmed Khaled Tawfik, i can't imagine a swearing or cursing in french...

A while that allows me to rent a small flat- a studio- with a window with an inner pane where i can sit on in the morning, drink coffe or tea and watch the streets awaken... and with a small balcony where i can have a plant or two... plants with flowers...

I dunno how could i or would i ever do that or go there... but it's nice to dream about something and some place far away...
Maybe as well - after Paris- i'd go to Venice, Rome, Morrocco, Tunisia, and some of the Caribbean Islands and build myself a hut there, and be burried in the Ocean....

Maybe.... who knows

2 comments:

maxxedout said...

I live at a stone throw from Opera and i know Paris like the back of my hand ... I hope you're jealous hehe
And btw .. a tiny studio with a balcony and a view in Paris would cost you a FORTUNE !

Ayat said...

It'd cost me a fortune even if it's in Toshka :)

and i'm not jealous, just envious :p (ha2or 3alek lelsob7 :P)